Confused...lost...where the heck am I? I ponder daily about where I am in my life and where I want to be...the question at hand is...how the heck do I actually get there?
At this point in my life, I more relaxed than most people, I enjoy the fact that I have moved and left insignificant worries behind me, never to look back. I had a house that I could not afford, a job that was stressing me out and bills that were piling up to the sky. I now am in an affordable housing, laid off and slowly able to pay off those bills. So, to me, right at this moment, life is good!
A bit deeper...my affordable house is now in an area where companies do not pay nearly as much as I am used to making. Much less to say the least. Choices...do I look for a career change...a slower paced career, a career closer to home, a career that allows me to have just enough to pay for what is here and now and not save for future, a career that allows me to actually make a difference in peoples lives, that career that I have dreamed of since I was a girl. Or, should I travel for a career that allows me to have a savings, stresses me out and join that workforce of people who are like robots in those cartoons...they punch in, do the same things everyday, get stressed out, bell rings and punch out...I believe God has bigger plans for me. I just wish I could see them.
I ask God..Please allow me to see the plans you have laid out for me...I ask for the impossible, I know. I do know that He will guide me the right way, He will let that light shine the way towards something great for me. I believe that He knows where I am supposed to be and He knows I will get there..therefore, I will be patient.
Please share with us how God showed you the way...where you were and where you are.
Peace & Love
~L
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